And so this marks the end of an episode that I don’t think I will forget for a long long time. While there is closure, there is a lot of surrendering to be done. From something like this, you realised how immature you can get. But well, the first step to maturity is knowing that you need to learn and grow. At the end of the day, I ought to be angry at myself, but by the grace of God I am saved. Hopefully this means that I will become a better man. Haha, I better be. I want to be a better person. I don’t want to be a jerk.