January 2012
78 posts
The One I've never met.
Dear wife I’ve never met,
I love you. I have yet to see you and talk to you, but I know that you will be the one to make me feel comforted whenever I feel alone. You know, I can imagine the day I hold you in my arms and declare my love for you, I will just feel so overwhelmed and ecstatic that I finally get to hold my bride that I can just literally cry.
And that is why I made the choice...
This time, I can genuinely smile and say, I finally woke up. Christ is my prize and I live to love Him first before anyone else :) Thank you God.
Awakening.
Conclusion
And so this marks the end of an episode that I don’t think I will forget for a long long time. While there is closure, there is a lot of surrendering to be done. From something like this, you realised how immature you can get. But well, the first step to maturity is knowing that you need to learn and grow. At the end of the day, I ought to be angry at myself, but by the grace of God I am...
“Learn to let go. Holding on to negativity is just going to leave you emptier and...”
– True story.
*Disclaimer* The following post contains explicit language which you should censor from children who do not know any better than to judge me.
These 2 weeks was the most fucked up weeks of my life. I was really really boiling mad and upset by everything that was happening; the recurring nightmares of deaths, the misunderstanding i had with a close friend that kinda strained our relationship, and...
“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be...”
– Steve Jobs (via matrem)
“Face my fears. Face my Goliath. That’s what I am gonna do. I am part of...”
– 1 Samuel 17
Disappointed.
What hurts the most is to know that all your intentions of goodwill and friendship and agape love, gets interpreted as attempts to get closer to someone out of ulterior motives.
You have no idea how hurtful and insulting that is. Was I wrong in trying to be a friend?
I thought you know me better than that. Maybe you never knew me.
Angst. upset.
“4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not...”
Sucks to be misunderstood so badly like this. Just like that.
I’ll get this solved before 3rd feb.
Friend, you’ve changed so much. I don’t even know you anymore.
“Best way to not get your heart broken, is pretend you don’t have one.”
– Charlie Sheen
“Let us acknowledge the Lord; let us press on to acknowledge Him. As surely as the sun rises, He will appear; He will come to us like the winter rains, like the spring rains that water the earth”-Hosea 6:3
If God is like rain, I am but an empty vessel. Will He not fill me?
Been spending time alone nowadays, everyone is either working or busy. Jewel is working, Sarah never replies...
